madness in laguna

Wow, its been a while since I last updated this blog. ;;; I'm so sorry for being such a bad blogger.
Lots of things have happened these past few months.

Of course, I've been very very busy with school.
I also had to do projects such as video making and building stuff.
I've been busy with drawing as well.

Meeting up with friends and going out too.
But mostly its school stuff that's keeping me very busy.
Lots of family problems came along the way.

At least I'm on vacation now. That's the important thing!
But my classes start on the 18th.
We only have three weeks of school. Not that I'm complaining.
I can't wait to get back to school. I'm always so bored here at home.

I'm going to make the most of this vacation and play with my DS and go out with my friends while I still have the time.
After my vacation, I'll be so busy with school since my schedule is packed.

I'm going to survive this somehow... ;;;

My birthday has already passed. It was last Wednesday, Feb. 25. I finally turned 22 and I'm quite happy. So far, nothing bad has happened. A lot of people greeted me and I felt better about myself.

I've been depressed lately mostly because of school. Not because of the workload, but with the people around me. I think I've written this before, I should stop repeating myself over and over again.

On happy news, I was really happy during my birthday! I spent it with a really good college friend mine. All I remember though was lots of laughing and more laughing. It was really fun. We also had lots of ice cream. I should stop eating ice cream though.. It's bad enough my cavities are hurting, let alone my teeth are going to rot soon....

I'm very happy that there are people out there who care for me as much as I care for themドキドキ Thank you everyone for being there for me.

And I changed my profile picture again. The background color is reference to persona 4. I love that game so much!

It's probably been a while since I last updated.

I've been so busy with school and my art that I just never saw the point in updating. I also fall asleep a lot on the way to school or when I'm headed home. My imagination has also been on maximum overdrive every time I am on the way to school.

School has been somewhat merciful towards me lately. My classmates still get on my nerves sometimes, especially one of my classmates who keeps on talking to me in a loud voice and interrupts me when I'm talking to someone. It makes me want to smash his face whenever he does that.

As for my art, I've been drawing scribbles and using the tablet from time to time. I usually draw when class starts. I find that listening to the teacher makes my imagination run wild and makes my pencil automatically take over my right hand. I should really start listening in class soon or else I'm going to regret it.

For life, I'm still the same. I don't update my livejournal much anymore since no one really comments on it. And I prefer ameblo and my fc2 blog because its much more emptier and... I dunno. I like the layout more? I'm not sure.

One of our dogs got stolen by one of the neighbors here so my dad and I are going to go on a "mission" to get her back. We can hear her barking from the houses behind us. We're planning on laying low and getting her back when no one is looking. I'm so glad they moved the holiday too. I have more rest and we can execute our "mission"!

I'm turning 22 on Wednesday. I'm pretty nervous. But then again, I really shouldn't be nervous about anything. I'm just turning a year older. (笑)

And I fixed the CSS codes of this layout. I drew the banner up there and changed some of the font colors. I hope everyone likes it.

No matter how much I want to, I just can't cry. Even with all the sad and horrible things that are happening to me, I just can't seem to cry.

Even with all of the abuse that's been thrown onto me, I stand up, brush the dust off myself and walk away. But not once did I shed a tear.

There's something wrong with me, isn't there....

I don't believe this! I keep on dying everytime I go into the department store in Earthbound!!!

I want to die already... It's just too difficult... I think I'm going to lie down in bed and play with my DS instead... Yeah, that's a good idea...

In other news, my friend is coming over today! I'm so excited!